KALAT KID

i knew giving in would make me lose all my control over this situation. so now i’m in the worst possible position, i can be in. waiting. 

and my pride took the biggest blow. 

i know i should just clear the air, get some questions answered just to get it done and over with. with some answers, at least i know what steps to take next. but whatever semblance of self respect i have left, will disappear with it. 

so hello, 2012. thank you for starting my year right.